Am I a prisoner?

Am I a prisoner?

Wondering about how I could correlate myself to anything like this but this is not just mere flash but I really gave it a good thought before writing it down. I am now working from last three years and to the entire time although I have got many desires but that’s not something which I am now looking forward in future. Rebel is my nature now and I don’t think I inherited this from any where from my surrounding but it as time passed by came as an inborn quality. How do you describe an imprisonment? One would say it’s a salvation period for the soul to overcome the shortcomings which had put you in this very circumstance. While in prison one is suppose to follow all the instructions given by the guards and wardens not following would lead you in trouble; they say it dark chamber where one is suppose to live alone. Whether you like it or not you have to follow them. This is how society treats the rebel who dared to walk across the line of fire which belongs to the law makers. After passing time of imprisonment when one comes out to the same society they refuses to accept the soul which they deliberately threw away for the purpose of salvation. But do this salvation and the time which kept the person out of the society does any good. Once a criminal always a criminal; this is the unwritten rule made by the hypocrite society which forms and alters rules as per their choice. This is how beautiful the real world is. They can at anytime make anyone a hero and the same person would be very next moment becomes the worst evil for the society. This is double standards for sure. Still I am puzzled as to why I am a prisoner; the reason is quite obvious: What all I have gone through in last three years and what life has for me in near future puts me on back foot and lets me think over it. It asks me question that what did I do in my last three years; followed all the instructions given to me; if I ever dared to object on any of them I was initially warned that I am crossing my line; my limits. I guess this is the treatment you would get when try to think from your own nut shell when you try to see why is in place of what they have been trying to show you. You dare not to say against them else you would be send to imprisonment let me correct myself in my case I would be thrown out without paying the gratitude for what all I have done for them in these three years. I guess things work in this way only; if you really want to raise your voice against someone you must take all the calculation of the consequences. I have learnt this in hard way as my first management lesson and this is how I describe end of my salvation period and shortly I’ll be free from my imprisonment and out in the jungle where I’ll have to start from scratch again. This was a tough time for me and I am glad that I learn to differentiate between right and wrong. The biggest of all learning is: only thing that will destroy you is “Sacrifice” and now I am not ready to sacrifice myself for anyone, anywhere, anyhow.