One more wicket down.

It reminds me my favorite lines from one of latest track these days “In dino dil mera mujhse hai keh raha”, how true! After being in the struggle of getting settled in life although not achieving it in full but now in a transient phase from where the stability in life is not far away and that’s why lines above are getting in mind which are telling to break free, break free from the hostile working environment, pseudo responsibilities and get ready for all together a new set of responsibilities. Life is not as easy as it used to be for anyone as a matter of fact in later phase; now life is getting tougher and tougher day by day as the experience in work and life is increasing. This is the time when some of the major decisions of life are being taken and for a change this time decision making is not limited to you but entire set of people take anonymous interest in this process which always makes me feel wonder. The wonderful event on the showcase also famously known as the institute of marriage is the one which brings all this in frame but how come without setting a background we can reach to the final scene, let’s go back in past and try to find some clues.

Initial spark of heart beating vigilantly started way back in school, to be named very specific the season of first love in life. Having gone back in such early phase of life many thoughts are out bursting in mind and a giggle is all set to flood out, that was that juvenile period when even clash of eyes, a smiling greeting could lead to so called love and after sometime the usual breakdown but as you grow in life these symptoms start taking back stage and studies take over from there. Some serious studies for two years and now you are in collage all free to again clash against the titans, I am using titan to address the other one’s with no offences. This game of cat and mouse goes on for sometime until the search for job comes in which is the toughest of all. Getting into job ensures the future and also gives you social status of eligible bachelor which somehow becomes very attractive to the parents (Obviously not your). In all these phases of life there are few lucky and honest as I call them set of couples who get their partners sometimes after a lot of efforts as in many cases of my near and dear friends and sometimes with not much effort and their life moves on.

I have now reached in the point of life from where I have to choose another path; a path that I may need to follow in my forthcoming life. I need to decide on what would be the shape of my personal life. Shall I rely on my handful of friends to give me helping hand emotionally or should I start my quest in search of that someone special that would stand with and by me in the entire life? I guess the very first time in my life I am certain on something. I certainly need that someone in my life who I can always count on not just to be with me to share my sorrows but also to rejoice the happiness. I want to lean on the shoulders where I can express my feelings without needing permission. Happiness always comes with people who are there to share it but sorrow comes with the haunting loneliness which you have to face alone, this is when you require someone to be with you till the end of the phase where you can flip it to the other way. The belief on the institute of marriage is certainly getting more and more positive, having opposed for so long now the time for taking the decision has finally seems to have arrived and this is what I say one more wicket down.